Relax

I think that will be my word of the year.  Not relax as in don't get anything done but: 

-relax as in you have time. (I am feeling anxious that my winter break is almost over and Monday is back to work) and writing that makes me a bit sad.  It's the last thing my friend Erica text me....I was deciding on getting a bed back that I gave her to use in her store...I had to decide if I wanted it and how I was going to get it if I did.....she told me I had time (meaning to decide) but little did I know she didn't have much time left.  😢

- relax as in you can't do everything (I feel overwhelmed at work....I have a very physically challenging student but I also feel as though I have to do a bunch of classroom clean up/set up because no one else really does....and I can't work in a mess or chaos!  So I get more exhausted and tired and stressed!)

- relax as in yes, you have a million things you'd like to accomplish at home but there is only so much time in the day....pick and choose, then do.↓

- relax as in quit constantly feeling tense!!!!!  That feeling is beginning to get exhausting and OLD!

- relax as in purge.....get rid of the excess because I think that is stressing me out too.

So I will try and remain:

I read a quote the other day and I wish I had of kept it.......it was something like this:

So that will be for work.  If I don't want to be run ragged and no one else cares about the mess then I will have to change my attitude about the mess and organization or lack thereof.  'nough said!  😄 Relax my attitude!

↑That will be for tasks at home.  Make a list and do what you can when you can. Relax my expectations!

Two great "quotes" below........should print them off.

One can only hope I can relax about things more.  Hard to change ones personality.  But I will try.....lots of deep breaths and consciously forcing my body to un-tense.  (is that a word?)