I have always had a dream to open a quilt shop. I have had this dream for many, many years. I know I would be good at it...it's my passion...but I have had a business before.....and it was a struggle. That experience will always be in the back of my mind unfortunately. The difference is that the former business was not my passion. It was a flower shop and my Mom and I made ALOT of mistakes when we bought the business....right off the hop....which we struggled to fix the whole time we owned it. I have learned a lot from that experience, which is different because of the perishable product we dealt with. But shouldn't I be preparing for retirement? (hahaha like that will ever happen!) Shouldn't we be getting rid of debt instead of accumulating more?? I will explain where this is all coming from.
Hubby and I went for a drive on Monday to a tiny little town about 15 minutes away from here. It is known for its antique shops and is bustling in the summer months with tourists. The main highway goes right through this little town. Anyway, we found a little shop, right on the highway, beside the biggest antique shop, that was for sale. It is currently a coffee shop and is tiny but all we could see was a quaint quilt shop! Even Hubby said it. WOW! Was he messing with my mind?? Maybe, but I've been dreaming of it ever since. I was chatting with my friend last night via text message....she runs a very successful giftware shop in my hometown. She is telling me to go for it! Well, there are problems with "going for it" for me.....lol. First and foremost finances! I would need some! I don't have a clue how much I would need to stock the place after the initial expense of buying the building. How do I calculate that? How do I do a business plan? WHO would lend ME money?? Then it dawned on me last night that our biggest debt is our house...this big beautiful house with an amazing view on the best street in town...and in the best neighbourhood with the best neighbours! But my friend/neighbour has been trying to sell her house for over a year yet one further down the street sold quickly....would ours sell if we decided to move and downsize so I could realize my dream?????***SIGH***
If only we had been better with the money we had inherited over the years. If only I was younger! If only I could predict the future and could see how successful it would be (or not). If only I could win the lotto! If only I knew..........IF ONLY>>>>>
In my heart I know this is something I would LOVE. In my heart I know that dealing with quilters, fondling fabric, stitching samples and teaching classes would be fulfilling a dream. But my brain is telling me to live safely. Don't take the risk! My brain is asking "ARE YOU NUTS?" Even IF this happened....IF....this building is only 850 sq ft. If things went well then would it become too small too fast? Then what? Starting small is always a good safe thing...right? Oh my mind is spinning!!!!!!!!!!!!
All I hear is "life's too short" and I have seen that firsthand. I could die tomorrow (guess I wouldn't have to worry about all this then! hahaha). I know how much hard work and how many hours I would be involved in this.....I have that time now. ARGH!!!!! Where is the back yard money tree?? Where is my courage??
Thanks for listening to my ramble. Sometimes I find it helps to write things down......this hasn't really helped! LOL You can bet this will be the topic of discussion this weekend when Hubby gets home. :o)
Sunday, July 24, 2016
This month is flying by and it has to stop.....sloooooow down!!!! I have so many things to get done before back to school!!!!!
If I felt better more things would get done. I had finally had it at the beginning of this month and went into the emergency department. Two and a half hours later I was told I had a summer cold/virus that could take up to six weeks to get over! My temperature was good, blood pressure was good, my lungs sounded clear......I was hinting that I hadn't slept in three weeks and was told research has found that honey is the most effective for coughs.....ummmm I want something that will knock me out! LOL Oh well, I have survived.
My nighttime cough is gone and I do have a cough here and there during the day....the morning is a clearing session....day time more dry. But my rib cage is KILLING me! I'm sure I bruised things when I was coughing badly.......it's hard to move, cough, sneeze, have hiccups.....I just want to feel 100%!!!!! I have zero energy........I have an appointment on August 3rd to meet with a new Dr. I sure hope I am feeling better by then!!!!!
Before he arrived, I had made Jude another quilt.....I wasn't happy with the mess I made quilting his other one so I made this....a Charlie Brown quilt! LOL Chevrons always make me think about Charlie Brown and his shirt. Anyway, because I wasn't getting it quilted I decided to put the binding on the other one and wash it....it seemed to help make the puckers less noticeable and Jenna loved it! I will finish this one and he can have two although this one is a lot bigger....could be a roll on the floor quilt!
I also finished this UFO. All it needed were the three borders......these colours are not true in this picture.....they are reproduction prints...civil war?. I love it!
Hubby and I headed north last week. It was a quick trip for his work and even though I did get to see some friends and family there were many I didn't get a chance to see. I think one day I may have to fly up (the drive is so long!!!) and stay for a bit longer so I can see everyone!
We arrived on Sunday night and I had asked my Dad if we could have a wiener roast the next night for supper so we did......nothing like a hot dog cooked over an open fire!!!! Yummmmmm
That Monday I really needed a peaceful, quiet day all to myself. Dad had meetings and Hubby was working so the dogs and I spent the day outside enjoying the quiet. Our dogs loved being able to roam free and explore! I forgot what it's like to be attacked by mosquitos though and had to make sure I was covered in bug spray!
I did manage to visit with Kim, Pam, Erica and do some shopping. I saw Joanie and Diane at the flower shop/fabric store too. It was a great few days!!!!
On the way to and from we stopped in to see this little guy and his parents! Oh he is growing already and is such a sweetheart!!!!!! Loved the snuggles!!!!
Friday was this little girls 1/2 year birthday!!! LOL Six months old already!!!!!! WOWZERS!!!! We got to spend most of the day with her yesterday and she cracks me up! To think Jude will be this age at Christmas! FUN!!!!!!!!
If you have made it to the end of this long post, I thank you! I have to make more time to post short posts as things happen! LOL Our house is a mess after being away and having Daughter1 here housesitting with her dog.....so I will get it in order after Hubby goes back to work....laundry day today and I will have to do some grocery shopping! I stopped into the quilt shop in Blackfalds on the way home and picked up some fun patterns as well as at the fabric section in the flowershop up north.....bought a new layer cake I need to create with too! There's purging and organizing to do throughout the house and hopefully some relaxing in that hammock!
Until next time.............
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Saturday, July 2, 2016
Yesterday was Canada Day. There were activities around but Hubby and I stayed home as I am still not feeling 100%. We can see the fireworks from our backyard as they are set off at the lake beside ours. I could barely stay up long enough......this cough is still keeping me from sleeping well. But last night something changed and I think things are loosening up and I don't have the tickle anymore! I hope I'm on the road to recovery! I quickly put a couple of things on the bench I have on our front "porch". My friend Kim made the flag...I LOVE it!
Another parent gift.....when she gave it to me I thought it was just the beverage....which I was happy for!!!! Then I got home and opened it up.....can you read the glass? "I workout. Just kidding I chase preschoolers!" I LOVE it!!!!!! hahahaha! She had them made which I thought was neat. I received several other gifts....I will sure miss those kiddos........Next year I will be working at a new school which I am very excited about......but will miss seeing the kids I got to know this year. I might have to pop into the school when I can.
Thursday afternoon I had the pleasure of cuddling this monkey while her Mom went to an appointment........she's so fun!!! She's bouncing away in this thing usually chatting and screaming (her new thing!)
Always on the move....she can roll over pretty easily now....back to tummy/tummy to back.
She finally zonked out....until her Mom came and the dogs barked and woke her up!!! Look at the ankles crossed. I love this little girl!!!!!!!
No sign of the grandson. Doctor appointment Thursday determined if he doesn't arrive beforehand, Jenna will be induced Wednesday. I was threatened with all four but never made it to the scheduled day.....I hope the same it true for Jenna. We will have our boy by the end of the week!! I cannot wait to meet him...hopefully without a cough!
My unplugged schedule didn't happen....with Hubby here and me not feeling well, all I did was relax so had the time to check up on things. Next week for sure......oh it will be an exciting week! Can't wait to share the news!